I laughed under my breath and kept walking until i got home. Sure they yelled my name but i heard Alex say "give her time. I backed up, looking and my hands covered in his blood. "It's fine- i told her to-" Alex mumbled through his bloody nose trying to sit up. So great that i pushed him to the ground. When my hand connected with his face, i felt great. You're so mad at me? Hit me." He held his arms behind his back.
"I- what?" I was taken back and realized how close i got to him. YOU GOT TO KEEP GOING OUT WITH NO FUCKING PAIN-" but you? Ohhhh YOU GOT A HAPPY LITTLE ENDING WITH WHATS HER NAME. I wasn't good enough huh? IM NEVER ENOUGH. You know what Alex? I'm so FUCKING STUPID that i KEPT THAT FUCKING STRING RING. I stood up and stared at him in his eyes. I got outside and sat against the brick wall, tears falling freely. I felt the tears welling up and walked out of the building as fast as i could. I looked dead at Alex and mouth the words "you broke my heart and left me scarred". "How you switched up i will never understand." CAUSE YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE TOO BAD TOO SAD."Īt this point Alex just looked pissed. "WHEN I SPREAD MY LEGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE DONT BE MAD AT ME. He would always talk about how annoying girls were that would try to get with him, yet he got with a few. YOU WANNA FUCK WITH THEM SUPER HOES WELL GUESS WHAT IM NOT SAVING YOU." I remember him begging me to listen to him and stay. YOU ASKIN ME TO STICK AROUND LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I STAY HERE FOR. CHANGED UP LIKE I CHANGE CLOTHES YOU CHANGED UP FOR THEM LAME HOES. "AND NOW IT SEEMS LIKE YOU JUST CHANGED OVER NIGHT. YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU LEFT ME SCARRED LIKE I NEVER MEANT A THING!"Īll three of us were belting it out, and Alex kept looking at me like he knew. Mia and Beth were singing too, even though they couldn't relate, because i was listening to it so much. Fuck off." I took my first shot of the night, walking out to the dance floor with Beth and Mia close behind.Īfter a few minutes, a certain song came on, making my head flick to Alex. "I can't just tell him not to show." Will put his hands up, as if to surrender. "I told you, no Alex!" Mia yelled to Will. "What the fuck is he doing here, Mia?!" I yelled, turning to her. I really have the best friends in the world. I'm so glad you came love," Beth said, genuinely. Once we got inside, we found the other 3, Beth running up to us and hugging us. "I'm 5th wheeling?!" I stopped in my tracks. "Will and George And Beth are meeting us there-" Once the photo shoot was done, we walked to the club down the way. She whipped her phone out to take a picture together and i slapped on a smile. "BABES YOU CLEAN UP WELL!" She shouted, coming over and hugging me. Might as well get out there.Īs if on queue, Mia walked right in, not bothering to knock. I went to my room and put on a cute outfit (ur choice tbh but-) and it was showy. (If ur hair is short imagine ur fave hairstyle xo) I brushed my teeth as carefully as possible, and put my hair up into a high ponytail. I hopped out and let my hair air dry (i have super thick hair i wish i could let it air dry rip) while i did my makeup.Īfter my makeup was finished i realized i didn't brush my teeth. I brushed my hair out and took the fastest shower of my life. And if I'm going out, I'm gonna look good. I walked into the bathroom and pushed my hair out of my face, looking at the bags under my eyes. I went and got some water and crackers, making sure the mail that Mia had been bringing up every day and leaving on the table wasn't important. "Yay! I'll be here in an hour babes!" She kissed me on the cheek and left. He's fucking different i don't know what it is-" I cannot tell you how many fights I've been in with him lately. He started fucking some other girl on the side. The one i haven't left even though every inch of the apartment reminds me of him and makes me heart fall out of my ass all over again. But we kissed, we fucked, we went on dates, and he gave me a fake ring made out of string when we were making decorations for my new place.
You haven't been out with us in weeks." Mia was trying to get me out of my apartment that i haven't left since Alex left.Īlex and i weren't ever official official.
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